I loved you.
I love you.
I will always love you.
Smile
Let’s smile like there’s no pain and suffering in the world.
Let’s smile like there’s going to be eternal happiness.
Let’s smile like there’s world peace.
& Let ME smile like you never walked into my life and broke my heart.
"It’s okay, you got this"
Myself
Trust
It’s hard for me to give someone my trust and open up.
I thought you could be that one person that i let into my life, someone i could actually give my loyalty to.
I opened up my heart to you and put my happiness into your hands.
But you were like all the other ones before, you messed with me, my trust, and my heart. Then, like it was like nothing, threw it away when you got bored.
Lies
You told me that you liked me for who i was.
You told me that you’ll always be there for me.
You told me that you loved me.
But in the end, all those promises and words turned out to be all lies.
emptiness
i can’t deal with this emptiness i feel inside.
i can’t make myself smile or concentrate on anything.
its eating me up inside and i don’t know how to deal with this feeling.
how do i make myself happy again?
promise to self
let’s not get too attached.
the more attached you become, the more vulnerable and chance of you getting hurt.
you’ve got hurt too many times already, you don’t need another stab in the heart.
life.
life is too short to be contemplating on the past, regretting the past, and wanting to change the past.
the past is the past.
accepting and moving on from your past is the key to happiness in the present and future.
the start of something new.
that feeling you get when you first start liking someone.
how your heart flutters and your insides turn up&down.
you constantly think of them, even though you try your hardest not to.
they have absolute control over your decisions and emotions.
that temptation you have wanting to know if they share the same feelings toward you.
you want to know, but at the same time it makes you scared to find out they don’t think the same.
even though it kills us to feel so helpless and weak, we search for a certain someone that makes us feel like this.
sometimes, you just need to let go.
i think i’ve finally learned to move on without you.
i can finally laugh like i actually mean it without having an empty feeling inside.
although i miss you, i learned to accept the fact that we can’t ever go back to what it was before.
i know at times i’ll think about you and miss those memories we had together.
but i think its finally times to officially say that i’m over you.
i never got a chance to tell you, but inside i really did love you.
